Overwhelmed by the pressure
to heal on other people's timetables. Overwhelmed
by feeling like I'm constantly
on a path to healing from the latest catastrophe. Hit by the next
wave before I've had time to
get my bearings and
stand up again.
Starting to believe that life is really like this. One long horrible chain of events stung together on a thread of lies.
to believe that it really doesn't matter how you live your life
because when it comes down to it
you have no choice but to move
with the ebb and flow of the decisions that are being made around you.