I wore spaghetti straps and floral prints even though
we are thigh deep in snow (it makes me feel good).
I bought a book with 1,276 pages. It should keep me busy for a while.
I took a refreshing fifteen minute walk in the freezing cold.
I took these photos without your help.
I listened to certain songs on repeat.
I saw you for an instant and it felt so strange.
I stayed busy until 3 a.m. and then slept out of pure exhaustion.
I held my breath under water in the tub and blocked out the world for a bit.
I felt free in a really weird way.
I felt like superwoman until the baby asked "Dada? Dada?"
And then I'm pretty sure that my heart just stopped working.